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I don't know what title to put for this post. And I don't have a reason for that either.

A friend once told me, "Keep your friends closer than your lover. Because you will get hurt by your lover and when that happen, your friends will have to be there to wipe the tears and pain away". A year later, here I am, still "friends" with her (I think) thinking how funny this statement is.

Why?

Because there was not one time where she had to wipe my tears and pain away because I was hurt by my lover but there were countless time where my lover had to wipe my tears and pain away because I was hurt because of her.

I admit this pain I'm feeling is because of my own past mistakes. I tried to fix that but of course things didn't change to the way it was before. I didn't expect it to change to the way it was before. I just hope my mistakes could be forgiven and I wouldn't lost the friend I once had. But my mistake I guess for putting false hope.

Just one thing to say, don't ask me to change then block the ways for me to do so.

You know who you are.