Self-Reflection

It's been such a long time since I wrote on my blog. The free time that I finally had today got me thinking why and honestly I can't really find a good excuse. Time seems to fly so fast and I know I haven't been that busy but I guess I was just too tired to even remember about it. Not only blogs, lots of other things left undone (baking and cooking recipes, places to go, activities and meet ups etc) and it's already halfway through the year.

Looking through all the photos got me thinking of all the ideas I had to write on FSH but never got the chance to do so. Therefore, I'm taking this opportunity to self reflect and think about all the things that I promised myself to do but haven't done.

Also, I just got my result for previous trimester and I really don't know what to say. I know I did not prepare much and was mostly playing the second half of the trimester, and in a way I sort of expected the result to be that bad but I still feel disappointed and sad. Probably because I'm afraid and don't know what to say to Moma and Dado. And also I can't imagine the red shame on my face when people see my transcripts when I apply for jobs in the future. Only God knows! Despite all of that, I'm thankful that I failed none of it but still, I need to change and work harder, keep my words, live up to my family's expectation and not disappointing anyone. I know this was all my fault and only I can change it.

Thinking bout all the things that have happened and how a lot of things have changed, I have definitely learn something. Gotta be more flexible in life, don't ever let people bring you down, live life to the fullest, ignore those who doubt you, don't take things for granted, appreciate the right people in life and leave those who doesn't, be confident, be happy, be prepared, and most importantly, stay fatshortnhappy!

So, here goes ... Goodluck dear self!